2008-06-09

This is the last time that I will give my time and to write about him. Actually I don’t like him to be part of my daily post comment but I want to ease my disappointments and pain that he caused me last night or early this morning . I had a calls at 1:30 am from my ex boyfriend while watching hbo movies. At first I didn’t answer it but he never stop calling me, on his fifth calls I got my cellphone. At first I knew it that his a little bet drunk because of his voice and I ask him what he wants from me and why he called me at early morning. He replied that he wants to talk and see me that time because he miss me and he can’t sleep thinking of me. He insisted to come to my place. to cut our conversation I turned off my cellphone. Before I sleep I turned it on again and I got many messages from him. “I will never stop until you comeback to my arms, I want you in my life. I know you still love me and you need me”. this is accepted I understand him. But there’s a message I can’t imagine why he told me this ” you need me and I’m here to help you in your personal needs”. Why??? I can’t believe! why he’s acting this way? The man that I used to love was a different person now. He was an educated, kind and gentleman that I used to know. Getting “dumped” is difficult to accept, he just can’t face the reality. People who won’t admit it’s over sacrifice their self-respect.They substitute desperation for dignity, and that’s never a pretty picture. To have known love, how bitter a thing it is. Acceptance is the last thing we need to do.

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