2008-07

After work I watched a movie together with my friend to unwind and to relax after a busy week. The movie of one of my favorite holly wood actor “Will Smith.” The movie “Hancock” is an action comedy film. The movie is about an alcoholic super hero who tries to reconquer the publics heart. I like the movie because it makes me laugh and some of the scene touched my heart, like when Hancock being judge by the people for being reckless hero. It’s a nice and so entertaining movie. I had a happy weekend with my best friend.

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I met all my colleagues, the board of directors of our company. We had a happy moments with each other, knowing them personally and talking to the young one’s makes me feel young too. They treated me like their older sister and I’m glad to work with them. Sharing their young thoughts and ideas and sharing my experiences when it comes to business makes me feel old. But the experience of working with them reminds me my younger years, my early 20’s. Maybe I just used to work with the people who are more experienced in some businesses and talking to people who are older than me. working with the young people is a different experience for me. And I feel I’m enjoying my life now, because during my early 20’s I don’t experienced it because I became a young mother. Better late than never. Running and managing a business with fresh and young people like them is a challenge for me. No matter how I feel. what really matter is I can always be myself.

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In everything I do I trust God for knowing my purpose in life. Talking about trusting people especially our love one’s, “trust” is the most important thing in any relationship. Lately I met someone and he’s been a part of my life. I gave my trust to him so easily with no doubt. I even entrusted my heart. I’m a person who don’t give away my trust to someone until I know the person and worth to be trusted. But to him I gave it freely. Because of love? “Those who are trusted with something valuable must show they are worthy of that trust.” I realized his not worth to be trusted at all. The pain in my heart is so deep the feeling of regrets why I trusted him so easily. I know it’s my fault, but i don’t deserve this. I gave myself a space and time to cool off and collect my thoughts, but time really does have a way of healing deep hurts. Learning my mistakes for trusting someone like him is the most painful part of my life. So sad but I must move on. And to remember that life is a test and a trust.

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