2008-07-01

In everything I do I trust God for knowing my purpose in life. Talking about trusting people especially our love one’s, “trust” is the most important thing in any relationship. Lately I met someone and he’s been a part of my life. I gave my trust to him so easily with no doubt. I even entrusted my heart. I’m a person who don’t give away my trust to someone until I know the person and worth to be trusted. But to him I gave it freely. Because of love? “Those who are trusted with something valuable must show they are worthy of that trust.” I realized his not worth to be trusted at all. The pain in my heart is so deep the feeling of regrets why I trusted him so easily. I know it’s my fault, but i don’t deserve this. I gave myself a space and time to cool off and collect my thoughts, but time really does have a way of healing deep hurts. Learning my mistakes for trusting someone like him is the most painful part of my life. So sad but I must move on. And to remember that life is a test and a trust.

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