2008-05-08

This past few days it’s hard for me to go to sleep. The worst was last night. I had a hectic schedule yesterday, I had a whole day meeting in our office after that I went to ortigas center in the office of my former boss to discuss about the business proposals of the group. Planning for the coming events going out of town for the company outing and etc. I feel I’m so wasted. Stress out, my mind is not working because of lack of sleep, no appetite at all. I want to sleep but when I’m in my bed I can’t sleep. Is this insomnia or a simple stress? Today I don’t have energy to go to work, I just stay home and trying to get rest and sleep, but still I cant. some of my friends advice me to drink a bottle of beer just to fall sleep or take some medicine just to get some sleep. I have an appointment tomorrow morning i need some rest. I’m not a person who’s into drugs, but I have to take it to get some sleep tonight. By the way my baby is sick since Tuesday so another reason for me why I can’t sleep because I’m worried, I can’t take care my baby she needs me especially now that she is sick but her father don’t allow her to stay with me. Oh God! please let me have enough sleep tonight…

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