My Heart And Me

This morning when I was listening to the radio they played the theme song of “Twilight” movie. I checked the song in youtube. I found the song the instrumental one. Someone played the piano and I’m so amazed to the man who played the song. When I saw his piano it’s looks exactly the same of my piano in my former house. I wish I could play a piano like him. He’s so good, he’s amazing when I saw him playing and listening to the music he played my heartbeat beats fast, I felt the message of this song it touched my heart and he inspires me to learn how to play the piano. I love listening someone playing the piano especially love songs it suits my inner self and it’s so relaxing. When I heard my daughter playing the piano I feel joy inside me. The connection of the piano and the music to me is unexplainable. Let me share with you the music and the song of my heart. I would do anything for love…

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I had a dinner with my very best friend. It’s been a 1 year and half we didn’t see each other. We miss each others company. We talked many things from the past, sad and happy moments. I remember the times when I visited him in his office and all of his colleagues was so fascinated because he has a friend who always visited him after office hour. I’ve meet many people in his office and some are still my friends ’til now. Our relationship of being friends is extra ordinary. I remember the times when I was so down and was about to give up he’s always there for me. Tonight, I discovered his secret he revealed to me accidentally through our conversation. Once, in his married life he was unfaithful to his wife. He was caught in the act by his wife during their younger years and the person involved was a friend of them. I was shocked, I never imagine that he could do that to his wife. I told him “ones your a cheater you will always be a cheater!” he just smile and said, that’s a mans world! No comment. A double standard society. So unfair really but it’s depends on the personality of ones individual it doesn’t matter what races or nationality. Men are men, they were born polygamous. They are not contented of having one girlfriend or wife they will still look for another to prove to their selves that they are ‘macho’ a manhood and egoistic behavior.

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I visited my friend in their office this late afternoon. It’s been a while we didn’t talked and see each other because of our both hectic schedule. She looks tired and don’t have enough sleep because her son was sick for a week until now. We took dinner and she shared her feelings about her son who’s been sick because of the present climate here in our country. She’s worried about her son and her self too. Being a single mother is hard. Her son growing up so fast without a father figure. She asked me if she needs to get married? I told her “yes” for her good and her son as well. She needs a husband who will take care and support them emotionally and financially. She told me that after the first birthday of her son, her sons father never bother to visit her son before going abroad. I realize, I’m still lucky because the father of my children is responsible enough to take care and support their needs. I thank God for I don’t experience such hard time. We all have different problems and situation in life. All we have to do is to hold on and be strong and have faith in God. Life is a game of cards, we have to play the hand we are dealt. “Blessed are those who endure when they are tested. when they pass the test, they will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.” To my friend, I’m always here for you if you need a shoulder to cry on… Lets work hard to pass the test in our life.

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