2009-11

Last Saturday, before lunchtime after I knew that my blog site was broken and someone took over and change my email add and password of my Facebook account, I was so pissed off and mad. After I knew the location of the person who broke my blog site and took over my social accounts I suspected my friend, I can’t help myself and I lose my temper and I sent him off messages in his yahoo messenger. I know it is not proper to say bad words and condemned one person who is innocent until he is proven guilty of any crime or accusation. In short we fought through words but I told myself it’s not worth my time and energy the damage is been done, I can not do anything but to wish that my blog site will be okay and it takes time to bring it up. Thank God it was because of the best effort of my dear friend. Sunday evening, I got a phone call from him he said “I know the person who broke your blog, I know her personally”, I asked who did? …my live-in partner? I’m so shocked! Why she did it to me? I don’t even know her personally, for what reason? I don’t even knew that he has a live-in partner. I can’t say any single word after knowing who is responsible of evil actions. Why??? Being a woman, I understand her action, it’s jealousy! She even deleted all my pictures in my facebook account for what reason? simple, she’s jealous on me, maybe she feels I’m more beautiful than her? Lol! Kidding aside, I pity on her she feels she’s betrayed. I even got an email from her, after reading her mail I feel sorry for her for she doesn’t know what she’s talking about it’s just a plain jealousy of a woman who feels she’s betrayed by her partner for being unfaithful? Indeed, I understand her feelings but to do bad things to others just because of jealousy I don’t think it is acceptable. She should learn to know first the real story of any circumstances before making conclusion on the situation. Jealousy is the most distracted of mental and emotional feelings of one’s individual.

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Two weeks ago my Yahoo Messenger was hacked by someone, and sent bad words to my ym friends. Some are shocked they thought I’m angry with them, some replied ‘thank you’ and some ignore the message. My close friends who knows me well thought that it was a virus and some thought it’s not me. Yes, it wasn’t me! I sent sorry messages to them. Last Thursday early morning, I received a message from my friend abroad, “I received an email from you that you were robbed in the bus? Is this true? I want to know if your okay please let me know I’m just concerned.” I ignore the text message but I get irritated then I checked my laptop, I left it open the whole night because I charged my ipod but I forgot to log out in my yahoo messenger and it was invisible. I turn it off then I prepare myself of going to work, before I left the house I checked my blog site it was okay, and my other email address too, and my yahoo messenger I tried many times to log in but I can’t so I turn off my laptop and bring it to work. After I work and took my lunch I tried to log in to yahoo messenger but I can’t, I checked again my blog site and I was shocked because it was broken the other data was missing so I inform my friend about it. I checked my social networks but neither of them I can’t log in. I changed the passwords of my personal and company email address. I sent off line messages to my very close friend to checked my blog because it was hacked too, same with my other social networks.The good thing was the people who received an email from the hacker they ignore the massages, especially my close friends who knows me well that I don’t and I never ride a bus. After work, I watched a movie together with my friend, and I forgot about what happened that unlucky day. Friday, I just stayed home not in the mood to go to work instead I work at home. I checked again my social network I fixed the problem and it was okay then. Night time I posted a new comment in my blog. Saturday morning, I woke up late and I open my computer to check some emails, then I log in in my Facebook social network, I was surprised that my name and picture was different, it wasn’t me! someone change it and it was hacked again by the same person. I was so pissed off. My blog site was broken my last post was deleted and all of my previous posted blog. I’m still lucky because before I knew that my blog site was totally broken my very good friend fixing it at that moment and my blog was saved by my angel friend. To be continued…

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Thursday night after work, I watched a movie with my friend. Five months ago, we planned to watch a movie but we’re both too busy to make a time to meet and watch a movie together. We’re both excited to watch the movie 2012. At first I wonder how the movie will ends, but in the middle of the movie I was so emotional, I don’t know what to feel, all I know I’m so afraid, if it will happens in the real life I want to be with my children, we will be together whatever happens. In realization, life is really unfair, but in the eyes of God we are all fair. Rich and poor people have a big difference I know, but when the storm comes we need to help and depend each other to survive. If people will learn to love and help each other in the midst of the storm we will all surpass. God will always show to His people after the storm the sun will still shine upon us. Like what they said in the movie “the end is near” reach out to our family, friends and to enemies with the love of God. I learn a lot from this movie, it’s a must see movie. To my friend who let me feel that I’m not alone and to feel that I’m special, I thank God for having a friend who treated me so well.

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