2008-11-15

Families are out of control. Because of the chaos and stress, many of us end up not feeling well. Last night something bad happens between me and my youngest sister. After a night out party together with my brothers and sisters. I was so disappointed on her. I never thought that she can do something bad. To disrespect me and said bad words against me. I admit, I shouted at her, my feeling of anger ruled over my temper. I was out of control of my emotions. I’m just a human being. I don’t deserved to be treated that way especially by my sister that I loved and cared for. I’m welling to extend my help when she needs it. And I deserved to be respected as her older sister. I apologized for raising my voice on approaching her that way but she shouldn’t shouted at me and said some hurtful words. In every family, it’s normal to have misunderstanding, we have good and bad sides. We can choose whom we want to be a friend but we can not choose whom will be the member of our family. Even we are one family and we don’t grew up together in one roof, the closeness was there especially now that we have our own family. It was a traumatic experience for us after a night out party. Everything happens for a reasons. Thanks for that incident, I got to know her more. Never in my wildest dream, I couldn’t imagine her negative returns on my effort. It’s sad to know and feel how far people who are close to my heart doesn’t know how to appreciate my effort to be close to them.

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