2008-11-02

Why men most of them are so immature. Yesterday I was so angry to the father of my children. I was expecting my children will come to me after they went to the cemetery. The nanny texted me their where about. When night time comes I asked the nanny what time they will come. She said they still waiting for the advise then suddenly she said to me that they will not come to my place because the father of my children is not feeling well. He stayed in his room the whole day because his mother got mad at him. So unreasonable not to bring my children to be with me. Until now he never change. His so dependent to his mother. At the age of 35 he can’t live and can’t decide on his own mind. He let his mother rule his life even though he has 3 children to take care of. I tried to understand his situation but sometimes when my patience pushed to the limit I burst, I’m only human. I sacrificed a lot just for the good and sake of my children. He always thinks his own good and pleasure. I was about to call him last night but thank God I got to control my emotion and think not to call him. I anticipated what will happen if I will. It’s not worth to talk to him, things might get worst, he’s not a kind of a person that can easily understand my feelings as a mother. Again I’m the one who has the capacity to understand the situation. I just told myself. Remember, regardless of age men never get mature when it comes to their minds. All men are the same. They just have different faces so you can tell them apart.

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