2008-10-04

I have a visitor from Rome Italy. For 18 years we didn’t see each other since I left our province. We’re never close as a cousin but she’s close to my older brother. I’m so glad that were close now since we chat regularly. And now that she’s here for some important matters I will take the chance to be more closer and to get to know her more. She’s really kind, humble and a down to earth person. She had everything in life but she never change, she’s still the same. I’m so touched when she gives me a souvenir gifts from the place where she lives now together with her family. A rosary with a fresh scent of roses. It’s my first time to received a simple gift but it means a lot to me. I felt I’m getting closer to my dream which is to serve God and to go to the Holly Land. Since I was a child I dreamed to be a NUN to get close and serve God. It’s my deepest secret that I revealed to my family and friends but they always told me that I’m not qualified to be a nun because of my present situation. They’re making fun of me but deep inside it hurts me in some way. I know God have a plans for me. I’m on my way of knowing my purpose in life and showing the signs by using my dearest cousin to the path way to my dreams.

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