2008-09-16

I know the popular saying “Men are naturally born polygamous.” I agree! I grew up in a family that almost men I knew was polygamous. Number one in my list was my father. I’ve seen my mother suffered a lot in my father’s arms of being a womanizer. During my younger years I hated my father for being a womanizer. In my teenage life I had a numbers of suitors that came to our house and one of them was a friend of my father, older than me of course. I came to think of it they’re were friends most likely they’re the same. My late grand father had more than one family and some of my uncle’s as well. And I had a brother that had a 3 children with a different mother. So I ask myself. Should I still hope that there is a man who can be faithful to me? I maybe sound strange but I experienced that I had a suitors who are married. Younger and older than me. I asked them why they like me, some says I have the quality of a woman that they like. Kind, strong and matured, sweet and fun to talk with. I heard many sweet words from a men and I’m getting used to it. I don’t know how to believe them especially to the married one. Why most men treat their girlfriends or wives like a cellphone load. Why they can’t be faithful to the one’s they loved. It’s like a never ending story that no one knows where to go and what will be the ending. Maybe I have to go to the flow? Or accept the reality and learn the game of men’s nature. Men are the weakest sex. So I have to be strong for them and not to be deceived by them.

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