2008-04-19

It was just a lazy friday night. After posting in my blog, I accidentally click a blog site out of curiousity. I found a blog that got me so interested. I read some names that familiar to me. I assume that it was he, his blog and I’m right. I saw some links including my blog tittle was there with out knowing it, I found his secret. Who are You? the first words I utter. Why I easily gave my TRUST to him, someone that I really don’t know personally. Why? Who is this man? who got my TRUST, LOVE, and RESPECT? Do I really know him? Am I leading to the wrong way? I can’t sleep last night until now, thinking of many things that bothers me a lot. Am I doing the right way? where am I leading to? Should I quit what I’m doing now? To stop hurting myself more and to stop him for hurting me more. What kind of world that I’m into now? Is this the real world? I wish this is only a dream! A bad dream! I’m so disappointed! I never expect that it can be happen to me! I believe that he is a good man but why he did this to me? I don’t deserve this. Lord give me a sign and a strength to accept the reality. Who is this man? what is his purpose for coming into my life?

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