2008-04-17

Last night while were lying on my bed with my 4 years old daughter, asked me. Mama why is it your house is different from my house? Why were not living in one house? Why your living alone? I want to stay with you, I want you to be with me always. I want you to take care of me and to send me to school. Why is it my yaya instead of you takes care of me? Those questions of my little angel melts my heart. I don’t know what to say! I was so shock! I know its a simple question with a simple answer. But I was speechless, I don’ know how to explain and where to begin with. I felt, am I being unfair to her? Not to tell her the truth why is it our situation is like that? The fact that she’s only 4 years old, i know kids now are more sensitive, and smart. Someday i have to tell her the truth when she’s grown up and can understand me well. I told her last night that someday we will be together. For now its ok that she have two houses to stay. And she enjoy staying with me and feel my love and care. What matter most is she feels the love of a mother and a father even they’re apart. In my experience, the most difficult questions to answer is the questions of the innocent people like my daughter. One thing I want to share “The truth will set you free, but first it may make you miserable”!

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