My Heart And Me

This late afternoon I got a surprised phone call from someone very special to me. It makes my day complete. After two hours I got a text messages in my cellphone from my new friend that I’ve met in abroad. I asked her to talked with me through yahoo messenger so we can see each other while talking but were not lucky because she don’t have a web cam. When I was working abroad I had a bad and good, sad and happy moment of my life. Because of that experiences I learned a lot. and it was the best experience in my entire life. I learned how to live a simple life. It’s a different world and work for me but it helps me to know myself more. I miss all the people that helps me to know what I want in life and taught me how to be strong and accept the reality in life. I felt sad when I think that maybe I don’t have any chance to go back again and to see them in person. I miss the people, the place, the malls especially my colleagues and my new friends that I’ve met. I’m so lucky because I had a chance to experience such kind of unforgettable experiences. I know I’m finding God when I believe that God is good-no matter what happen.

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It was a happy sunday. After we took a sunday mass in the church near sm mall of asia. We watched a movie. I waited this movie for one year. I love this movie because of the theme, the plot the characters and the story itself. I like the signature clothes and the bags in this movie. The friendships of four women, the fashion, personal life, career, relationships and their love story that evolves in the movie. I like watching foreign movie and learning something from the movie is one of my passion. I like movies that touches my heart. It was an ordinary happy ending that happens always in a movie but learning something from it is the best thing for me. Life is wonderful.

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There was a one man who’s been part of my life. This man is getting into my nerve now. I get irritated when he sends me a mail or messages and had a miss call in my cellphone. I told him before to stop sending messages or even stop calling me because he’s been disturbing me. but he’s still doing that childish act. He told me he can’t live without me? he regrets all the bad things he did to me. I told him that was over and his forgiven, past is past and its time for us to move on to have a better life. And now his telling me that he just realize that he really loves me and he needs me? Why? us people we don’t realize that we really love someone until that someone is gone. If love… means that person absorbs the other, then no real relationship exist any more. Love evaporates; there is nothing left to love. The integrity of oneself is gone. But I’m thankful because I learned my lesson to be smart and know that love, no matter how lovely in the beginning, will change and change again. A lousy relationship is never better than no relationship at all. I believe that it is better to have loved and lost than to be stuck with a real loser for the rest of my entire miserable existence. If we love someone let them know what we feel for them. and never take our love for granted for we don’t know how long their love will last. Love begets love.

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