My Heart And Me

It was a busy day for me. After I took lunch in the office, I went to my friend’s office to visit her and to give our sponsorship proposal of our upcoming events. It’s been a year we didn’t see and talked to each other. I just sent her a message on her last birthday. But we saw each other last parents day in the school of our children. She’s one of my close friend a very good friend that I can count on. I’m lucky to have her as my friend, during my hard times she helped me for my emotional problems, she showed me the way to the Lord. She gave me hope to believe and have faith in God in times of trouble. She have a strong faith in God. All of her accomplishments having a successful business and having a happy and complete family the qualities of a woman that I admire the most. I thank God for having a friend like her. One of the greatest sources of comfort and joy is God’s gift of friendship. “A true friend is someone to cry with as a comfort in times of trouble; someone to laugh with in order to rekindle joy; someone to pray with to lift our spirits. Someone to argue with as we challenge each other to grow and be our best; someone to share hearts with us so that we can know them and ourselves better; someone to forgive and be forgiven by as we learn about God’s redemptive love for us; someone to grow old with as we become women of wisdom and grace together.” Friends are good for the soul.

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I talked to my daughter on the phone tonight. She told me that she won the first place in her school essay writing contest. As a mother I’m so proud of her, for her school achievements. At her young age she excel in her school. She makes me so proud. In every step she will take, I’m always here to support her in everything she wants to be. I remember when I was in grade school. I was one of the contestant and a representative of our school in spelling contest. I wanted to won the first place in that contest but I didn’t make it. I just got the second place, at first I was disappointed I cried to my teacher because I failed, what hurts me the most was there was no support from my family. My Parents was so busy in so many concerns at that time and they don’t care about my achievements in school. So sad but I understand them. But they said they’re still proud of me. Since then I told to myself. In all work I will do, work the best as I can and it will lead to accomplishments. Believe in myself and never give up until I succeed. Those are the words of wisdom that I want to share to my daughter. My pride and my happiness in life.

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We all long to be independent. Since childhood I’ve been independent in many ways. And trying to be a superwoman in my adulthood. It suggests that I can all make it on my own, independent of the help of others. For one thing, it would take superhuman strength for us to be totally independent. I get tired sometimes of being independent. Especially when I’m not feeling well I need someone who can take care of me. Someone might give a hand to lean on but because I used to be alone and being independent I’m under stress to maintain an independent superwoman existence. What’s happening to me? I feel I’m having health problems these days. It may be a psychological or lead me on a path to self-destruction. ” We were not created to be alone standing as miniature islands flexing imaginary muscles ignoring our hearts our souls our very essence… A woman with face of understanding, with open arms. vulnerable, unchallenging growing ever stronger in the celebration of her weaknesses she gave into love and all that it brings and found it much easier to fly….” I may not be a stronger as I can be but being an independent is my pride and it makes me as a whole person.

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