My Heart And Me

Heart describe the bundle of desires, hopes, interests, ambitions, dreams, and affections I have. My heart represents the source of all motivations, what I love to do and what I care about most. I use the word when I say “I love you with all my heart.” The heart reflects the person. My heart reveals the real me. What you truly are and what others think you are or what circumstances force you to be. My heart determines why I say the things I do, why I feel the way I do, and why I act the way I do. People have each unique heartbeat. Each of us have different subjects, activities and circumstances that interest us. The other word of “heart” is “passion.” I feel passionate on things I love to do and it reveals the nature of my heart. When you are doing what you love to do, no one has to motivate you or challenge you. For me, I do it for the sheer enjoyment, I don’t need a rewards or applause or payment. When I don’t have a heart for what I’m doing, I easily discouraged. Not to waste my life in anything that doesn’t express my heart. And to remember always, don’t settle for just achieving “the good life” because the good life is not enough and it doesn’t satisfy. I can have a lot to live on and still have nothing to live for. The highest achievers in any field are those who do it because of passion, not duty or profit. I’m still searching on one thing that expresses my heart and figure out what I love to do and what God gave me a heart to do.

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Yesterday late afternoon, me and my 2 kids together with their nanny we went to a shopping mall. We went to grocery store to buy some food and groceries. While were taking our dinner my daughter asked me. “Mama what date today?” Why? I replied, “Is Christmas day coming soon?” Yes! its only 12 days to go before Christmas day. She said “what?” “Why Christmas day is taking so long?” And I said, no! its only 12 nights sleep then its Christmas day. “Mama, I want tomorrow is Christmas day!” I asked her why? “I want to open your Christmas gift for me!” “Please mama can we open our gifts please?’ I told them “no you will open your gifts on Christmas day okay? same as you did before.” “No mama we open your gifts for us last year before Christmas day!” What? you open your gifts before Christmas day? “yes” nanny allowed us to open our gifts because we can’t wait for Christmas day! Oh! naughty girls! now that I’m here you can open your gifts on Christmas day. And they said “mama please?” They are so excited to open their gifts. Before we slept last night my daughter whispered to me “please mama I want to open my gifts tomorrow.” I said to her, “I have a Christmas wish, I wish that you will obey and listen to me that you can open only your gifts on Christmas day. And she said okay mama I’m sorry, I will wait for Christmas day! she sigh… and said “why is it Christmas is taking so long… ” I saw myself to them, I remember when I was a child I’m always excited waiting for Christmas day to come so I can open my gifts. Christmas is really for children.

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I had a meeting with our c.e.o this afternoon regarding of our upcoming events early next year. After the meeting I asked my friend to watch a movie together after work, and she treated me for a movie ticket. Keanu Reeves is one of my favorite hollywood actor. I got curious of this movie. Keanu played an alien with a human looking. The movie is about earth environmental issues and technological issues as well. To rate the movie, the earth issues is in good timing about global warming, to educate people how it will be if we will not take care our environment. The earth threat that mankind is about to destroy itself by civil and nuclear war. The lesson is to be aware and take care our environment. Lets have Love and peace on earth.

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