My Heart And Me

Last Wednesday I visited my business partners and friends in their office. It’s been three months we didn’t see each other. We had a quick bonding talking and making fun to each other, one of my gate away from stress in my new work. Being with them I felt the happiness that I never felt in the company that I’m currently working. the harmony, the working environment and the people is really different. Maybe I’m used to a highly and first class working environment. I miss them so much, the friendship and the treatment to each other was the best thing that I treasure. Four years ago, they’re my colleagues in a multinational company that was the happiest working days for me. I’m always excited to go to work and so happy to see them, I never felt stress during that old working days with them. We still have a connection to each other because one of my colleague is my business partner now, I can say that this people will always be around no matter what. The friendship we have will last forever. I easily get bored in one thing that’s why I look for another job that will excite and challenge me, but now I realize the environment and the people I work with give happiness and contentment in my working life. I will keep my promise to work full time and concentrate in my own company and make the best out of it. I’m looking forward to fulfill our dreams and be part of that big dream, and to work with the people who are close to my heart.

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I’m so stressed out of work this weekend. I had a bad headache last night, the good thing is my children is with me every weekend, but this weekend they’re not feeling well because of the climate it’s summer getting hot now a days. I thank them for making my weekend stress free. Dealing many challenges in work is hard but it’s more harder for me to force myself to do one thing that against my will. Today’s world is really demanding and tiring. It puts a lot of pressure on my life and test my ability to cope. Anybody can deal with the pressures of life, but coping joyfully is a different matter. It is better way to have a fulfilling life despite the challenges. I want my life simple, simplicity allows us to be free from stress. Friends and family are more important than things and money. I know I’m guilty of not having enough time for my kids. Working so hard is my nature, I always want to do my best. The time I spend with people I love is a sure way to lessen the fatigue and increase the joy in my life. I believe that anybody has the potential to succeed in her desired fields as long as she is willing to learn and determined to give the best to her job and to family as well. I trust my feelings, above all I have to trust myself.

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Mostly people I met in my everyday working life gets intimidated on me. They’re judge me through my actions, the way I talk especially through my outer personality. They thought I’m a kind of a person that hard to reach out and a kind of a person that belongs to a higher level of society. Ouch! If they only knew that I’m a simple person with a simple pleasure in life. I must admit that I set standards when it comes of choosing a man in my life. Some of them get intimidated in courting me, some of them try to be friends with me just get my attention. I’m not a kind of a person who falls in love easily to someone with a great qualities, it takes time to know a person his/her true colors. I like making friends with men a purely friendship one, but if they betrayed that relationships it will never be the same again. Friendship will be one of the most rewarding projects of my life. I’m maybe a hard to get woman, someone says that I’m more desirable because of my image “a hard to get one.” It hurts! in some point but it helps me to protect myself from the people who pretend to be my friends but in the end they have another intention. Men tend to be intimidated on me of having a reputation for being hard to get, but for some reason is easy for the subject to get, a highly appealing one maybe. I know myself, a kind of woman dynamite for a man because I have appeal of a woman who is selective in the man I cares for, but when I meets a man I like I don’t hold back in declaring my feelings. When someone cares for me and show that appreciation with his eyes, his attention and his declarations of affection I find a certain passion generated. “The great ‘pull’ to love someone comes precisely from his or her loving you.”

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