My Heart And Me

Not all people who believes in you loves you…sometimes those who doesn’t believes in you will love you.
In love it’s not a matter of until when it will last, what matter is to think the love you have now because we only lived ones, choose the right and worthy of your love…
If you love someone don’t waste time when your together. Loving someone is the most wonderful thing in life.
Be contented of what you have…fight for your love and don’t let anyone get it.

Trust and understanding not doubt…heart is only one, love ones…and only one…
Fight for it…give up if needed…don’t waste your time to someone who doesn’t love you, instead…
Wait for the right time and the right person for you…Learn your mistakes in life don’t let it hurt you again.

LOVE, RESPECT and TRUST. Let it show and feel it first to yourself before others.
Its easy to love…hard to forget…show who you are and what you have because in love…wealth is not needed. There will come a time that someone you love will leave you for the better! it hurts but learn to let go…think our mistakes, look back from the past…why we’re left alone…

Many things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they’re right…and so better things can feel together and…sometimes good things fall apart. People change so that you can learn to let go.
You believe lies so you can eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.

Don’t worry about loss. everything happens for a reason. God never takes away anything unless He knows what’s best for you…

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Why you have to meet the person who will make your heart beat? and that person it’s not for you at all?
For what is he? to forget the scars of the past? or to add more hurts from the past.
Love is not always worth fighting for… You should know when to give up and when must to fight?
How would you fight for the person you love if from the start you knew he is not for you…
And if you will fight for it many people will get hurt.

Which one is the most important? being together with your love but its wrong…or not being with your love but it is right even you love each other?
Why is it sometimes even you have someone you love, you cant help to love another? for not being perfect or your not just contented of being with your love.

In love it is not all the time you have to use your heart… it is not all about your happiness…
Sometimes you have to use your mind and think for the good of others not only for yourself…

There are so many things that you can not force to even how much you want it…
Sometimes you have to control yourself to pursue one thing because before you knew it you are walking in a wrong path.

You have to let go the person you love because it is the right thing to do…
Not all people who lives separately don’t love each other…
Sometimes you need to say “goodbye” for it is the right.
And if you follow your heart in the end you will hurt many people and you will suffer the most.

It’s so hard to say “goodbye” to the person you really love…
But it is more harder to accept the truth of not being together…
It’s hard to say the word “goodbye” to the person you want to be with all your life and make a dream together.

For our separate lives, don’t ever think that I betrayed you. I want to keep in mind that sometimes you love me too.
It really hurts me to leave you but I never regret because you’ve been part of my life and you made me so happy in a short time we’ve been together.

People says… if that person is really for you even you lost them for many years you will meet them again…
You will know when?…
If the wrong is right… and if the No can be Yes…

Not all right is right… Not all wrong is wrong… Oh my God! help me and give me a sign what to do? I’m so confused.

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It was almost a month I didn’t talk to my best friend. I treated her as my sister and a best friend. She was my best friend for 4 years. For the second time, I was betrayed by my best friend. The first time was 6 years ago, we were best of friends since early twenties, when we got married we were there for each other through thick and thin, she was the God mother of my second daughter. When I had my separation with my husband our friendship ends. I thought she’s my best friend, I shared my deep secret to her about my real feelings but she told my husband about it, I know she was just trying to help us and no bad intention at all, but what I don’t understand was why she did it. I told her everything and only to find out the situation gets worst. When a once-trusted confidant double-crosses you, betrayal is the result. Betrayal is almost always more painful, because betrayal dismantles trust. My close friends has the power to hurt me precisely because she knows me so well; my deepest secrets provide her with the emotional ammunition that can cut me to the core. And I’m left wondering if she will do it again. Since then I never talked to her after the incident. And now it happened again a month ago. I asked myself why I’m always betrayed by my best friend? maybe my friend, whom I counted on, isn’t there for me in a time of need. Or perhaps she joins others in teasing me about a sensitive issue. Betrayal is often unintentional; my friend may not think what she did was wrong or realize that she’s caused me pain. She may not have known I were counting on her so much. I am a victim of blatant betrayal. Life status is not an issue for me. I can be a friend to anyone who wants to be friend with me. But now I realize and I need not to be so trustful even to my best friend. Whether intentional or not, betrayal is a guaranteed toxin to every friendship. I’ve been burned, betrayed in a way I never deserved. I’m giving myself a space and time to cool off down and collect all my thoughts, and time really does have a way of healing deep hurts. Time allows forgiveness to wash away anger. A broken friendship is destined to stay that way. Relationships can give us perspective on our experiences, deepen our lives. The stronger for being broken, such a friendship can help me carry on my life with greater satisfaction. Learning my lessons one is enough and two is too much. Friendship is like money, easier made than keep.

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