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Last Thursday night after work, me and my best friend had an unforgettable experience under the heavy rains and strong wind. It’s rainy season and I have mood swing, rain made me sad and depressed. To enlighten my day we decided to watched a movie after work. When we get out our office we saw the road was in a heavy traffic, we decided to walked, it takes five to ten minutes from our office to the mall. While walking the rain starts to fall, suddenly the rain was getting heavy with the strong wind, I wanted to stop in one of the building in the area but my friend walks very fast. I was so afraid because I felt the wind was pushing me down and I cant walked, my friend keeps shouting on me to walked fast because our umbrella can not protect us from heavy rain and strong wind. When we crossed the street I can’t walked because my shoes with three inches high-heeled slipping on my feet. I pity and asked myself what am I doing under the heavy rain with a strong wind? We are all wet when reached the mall. I’m so ashamed on our situations, we went straight to the comfort room to fixed ourselves. I realize and told myself “I really hate rain” it makes me sad, depressed and cry, and most of all it made me all wet. My unforgettable moment, I’m all wet while walking in a shopping mall. I promise to myself, “I will never walk under the rain again.” I had many rains and storm in my life, every storm, I learned something from it and it helps me to be more stronger and keeps on believing that the rain will stop and the sun will shine again in my life.

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It’s been two weeks I didn’t see my daughters, they’re so busy on their summer vacation attending parties and out of town vacations with their fathers family and relatives. Today, is the rest day of their nanny and it’s bonding time for us. My nine year old daughter asked me while I was taking her a bath, “Mama why is it my nipple is so itchy and I felt my breast is changing getting a bit big? Am I growing now? And I said “yes it’s a part of growing up it’s normal all girls experience it.” I remember she will turn 10 years old this coming July. And she added “Mama do you have hair in your private organ? what about my big sister and even my father have too?” and I said “yes” all grown up people had it. when you grow up like me you will have it too! and she said “Oh! I’m growing up now? She told me “I’m not excited to grow up like my big sister I want to stay what I am now! I’m still your little baby girl!” Lol! She’s growing up now, so many questions in her young mind. I remember when I was at her age, I asked the same questions to my aunt. Being a mother I’m so happy that my daughter asked me those personal questions, I feel the love and the closeness to each other still there even we live separately because of the situation we have. Having three loving daughters is not easy for me, each of them have different attitudes and have each uniqueness as individuals but they have something in common, they’re all sweet and loving daughters. My relationship with my daughters continues to be a source of joy and sometimes challenges-long after when they become adults. I don’t choose my family. They are God’s gift to me, as I am to them.

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One word frees up of all the weight and pain of life: That word is LOVE! The greatest thing in the world is worth reading over and over again. To love abundantly is to live abundantly, and to love forever is to live forever. Eternal life is inextricably bound up with love. I want to live forever for the same reason that I want to live tomorrow. It is because there is someone who loves me and whom I want to see tomorrow, and be with, and love back. There is no other reason why we should live on that we love and are beloved. As I look back upon my life that the moment that I stand out, the moment when I have done things in a spirit of love. Forgiveness plays an important part in long lasting relationships. All of us make mistakes, and we all tend to blame others for our misfortunes. When I feel hurt and vulnerable I am inclined to lash out at whoever I think is responsible. Even the people I love the most. None of us should ever accept second best in life. This applies to relationships as well. Let those love now, who never loved before; Let those who always loved, now love the more. The most important message I read is: If God is considered you lovable enough to give the life of His own Son for you, a mere mortal man should recognize your worth. Since God loves you, the man in your life should regard you as a “pearl of great price.” He should be willing to follow God’s plan and give his all for the precious gift of your affection. I am beautiful. I am special. I am precious. I am lovable. All this, simply because I am. Simply because God says so and I believe it. I dare to love myself as God loves me and see what happens, I don’t settle for less than His standards of love in my life. I dare to wait for God’s best. I dare to hope. I dare to dream. I dare to believe that I deserve to be loved. I dare just to be me-an incredably love able woman of God.

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