My Heart And Me

What a busy sunday for me. It’s Mother’s Day! There were a lot of people in the shopping malls, movie theaters, restaurants, and churches. the people went out from their houses together with their families to celebrate the special day for all mothers. “A woman has strengths that amaze men. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, love, and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying, cries when she’s happy and laughs when she’s afraid. Her love is unconditional”. Motherhood is a tough 24 hours job! No pay, no day-off, most often unappreciated; and yet resignation is impossible! To receive a simple gifts from my children makes me happy and special. Happy Mother’s Day to all wonderful mothers on earth! Hurray to all Mothers!!!

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Last night I went to the house of my friend. She invited me to come because of their 22nd wedding anniversary celebration. But I was surprise because I’m the only guest they had, it’s so intimate celebration. Her husband is a Japanese nationality they’re been together for 22 years, a kind of relationship that I admire. I met my friend through my brother that was 3 years ago. We became close friends since then. Last night it was so different bonding for us because I got to talk to her husband. He went to Philippines for the first time at the age of 27 he was assigned in Cebu as a consultant in one of the top government company, where they met. To make the story short they get married. Now a days it’s very hard to keep a relationship that will last especially when the couple has a different culture. Like ordinary couple they had their differences and difficult trials in their relationship. I’m happy to get to know more about the husband of my friend, he’s a family oriented person, knowing Japanese men that work is their priority in life. He’s a loving husband and a caring father to his children. No wonder why their family is still together, a kind of a family that I look up to. I’m proud to have a friends like this couple even they are older than me we can still relate each other. And learning from them through their experiences as a couple is really mean a lot to me. Love is the universal language on earth.

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This past few days it’s hard for me to go to sleep. The worst was last night. I had a hectic schedule yesterday, I had a whole day meeting in our office after that I went to ortigas center in the office of my former boss to discuss about the business proposals of the group. Planning for the coming events going out of town for the company outing and etc. I feel I’m so wasted. Stress out, my mind is not working because of lack of sleep, no appetite at all. I want to sleep but when I’m in my bed I can’t sleep. Is this insomnia or a simple stress? Today I don’t have energy to go to work, I just stay home and trying to get rest and sleep, but still I cant. some of my friends advice me to drink a bottle of beer just to fall sleep or take some medicine just to get some sleep. I have an appointment tomorrow morning i need some rest. I’m not a person who’s into drugs, but I have to take it to get some sleep tonight. By the way my baby is sick since Tuesday so another reason for me why I can’t sleep because I’m worried, I can’t take care my baby she needs me especially now that she is sick but her father don’t allow her to stay with me. Oh God! please let me have enough sleep tonight…

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