My Heart And Me

Two weeks ago I met a new friend through Friendster. He invited me to be one of his friend and I accepted his invitation hoping I know the person through some of my circle of friends. He gave me his yahoo messenger ID being a friendly person, I added him in my messengers list. To make the story short we chat regularly to get to know each others well. Then one day when I’m with my cousin from abroad he invited us for lunch for were on our way near to the mall where he wanted to had lunch. I can not resist an invitation from a new friend that he sounded so nice and kind person. We’ve met him, his nice and kind person. We enjoyed his company. It’s my pleasure to met a new and nice person. He read my blog sometimes because he wanted to know me more through it. This morning we talked through ym. I get offended because he told me about social life status. He added that were not in the same level status. His judging me that I’m in upper level than him. I asked myself something wrong with that? and I’m not a person that easily judged one person through their social status. I don’t think it’s fair I felt bad about it. I’m not the person like what he thinks. I just like the place but it doesn’t mean I am like what he’s expecting. For me it doesn’t matter one person’s life status as long as we get along and feel comfortable with each other. Being true to each other and most importantly the real intention the friendship we offered to each other. It takes time to know one person but we are not to judge one person easily by his/her life status.

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Yesterday. We attended the first birthday party of my friends son. It was fun even though my daughter is not in the mood during the party. After the party, we went to the mall in rockwell power plant makati. The mall that I used to hung out and spent my weekend together with my kids. Walking distance from the house that I used to live. Any way this mall was lots of memories to remember. Like where we used to go to church, I used to watch a movie together with … never mind and where I used to go shopping and meeting my friends and clients. It’s more than a year or two since the last time I went there. Many stores and restaurants are closed and newly open too. I miss the ambiance and the people that I used to see. If not because of the kids I wouldn’t go because I want to forget the past. I already moved on and looking forward what is ahead for me. But being in the place where I used to live near by the mall it reminds me the scar the most painful scar I had in my life. Some wounds I carry with me every time I saw the place though the cut was long gone the pain still lingers. It takes time and time will heal the wounds I had inside my heart. But for the kids that mall is so special they remember the time when were together every Sunday afternoon and playing in power station and kids station. It’s good for them to remember those old days when were together inside the power plant mall.

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Yesterday afternoon, It was the blessing of the second house of my friend. She’s one of my well off friends. She owned and manage her car rental business successfully, one of my mentor about running a business and in my personal life as well. I came to realize that I’m lucky because mostly of my friends are older than me and well off as well. Through their business and life experiences I learned from them. At the age of 45 she’s still single with one biological daughter and one adopted son. She’s not lucky when it comes to love but she’s happy and contented with her life. She’s not looking for a life partner, or even a companionship. She’s happy of being a single and with true friends and family around her and with a close relationship with God. I admire her for being a God fearing, humble and a down to earth person. She in trusted her life, her family and her business every day to God. An over flowing blessings from God but she stayed the same person I’ve met many years ago. We didn’t talked much last night because she’s so busy to her guests. But in the last part of the party we had a chance to talked. She asked about my personal life and love life. She added that I look fine and happy after my stormy life. She told me one thing. “God has a purpose for all the things happened in your life. There’s a better man for you out there. Don’t look for someone just to belong or to have a companionship, enjoy and love your life more together with your daughter’s.” An inspiring good words from a friend that keeps me to be inspire and believe in my dreams that will do come true.

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