My Heart And Me

This past few days I did my field work. I visited multinational and giants top local companies around the city and in the near by provinces like Laguna and Batangas. I met some of the top company executives. I enjoy meeting and talking to professional people they are all nice and warm in welcoming me to do business and be our clients of the company that I presently work with. In my job the first requirement is I must know how to drive a car. Unfortunately I don’t know how to drive for I’m afraid to learn how to drive. I had few minor car accident before. I went to driving school and tried to conquer my fear but I failed to do it. The company give extra previlages and they assigned one driver for me that make me feel so dependent but it gives me more convenience. Its time for me to conquer my fear in driving a car. I have to do it and think that I can. “If others can so do I”. Wow! I hope so… In order for me to be effective and productive in my job I want to feel independently and not to depend my life to a stranger. I’m looking forward to see myself driving my own car together with my children and they will trust to ride with me. Having hectic schedule I hope I can find time to go back to driving school for my own benefit.

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Me and my office mate had a coffee break this afternoon. We talked about romantic relationships. I asked him “Why you don’t have girl friend? at your young age you should enjoy your life.” And he said “I had girlfriend when I was in secondary school, a puppy love maybe but it didn’t work out for we both young and I’m choosy when it comes to girls, now that I’m 23 yrs old I never had a girl friend since then.” What is your ideal girlfriend? He said “completely different of my mother, my mother is so caring and so serious about many things and she treated me like a boy.” And I told him, your lucky to have a mother like her you should be thankful having her as your mother. He added “I want someone that I can talk with anything under the sun, with witty personality, someone with sense of humor who can make me laugh when I’m sad and down, someone who can understand me and most of all she is kind.” You don’t need a girlfriend you need a clown! “And I want someone who can make me feel the so called magic, like in fairy tale story. and When I have a girl friend I want her to be my wife, I don’t like collecting girlfriends like other man I know. He’s so idealistic! At his young age he’s an extraordinary man. At first I thought he is a gay. He’s just different from ordinary men who enjoy their lives and having many girlfriends. He’s too young to take life seriously. I advised him to enjoy his life while he is young because someday he might have regrets for not experiencing the things needed to be experience by a man like him. And I adore him for having a good heart.

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Yesterday I went to my daughter’s school for her recognition day. She requested me to accompany and walked with her on the stage to accept her merit card for having a gold eagle award for being the first honor in her class. She maintained her high grades in academic. She was so happy to see her parents together for her achievements in school. I’m happy too because our relationship as parents is getting okay now we’re both civil and trying to be friends to each other for the sake of our children. I’m so happy and inspired this past few days, I feel all things and circumstances are fallen into places. Many good things happening in my life. I feel, I already met my dream man in unexpected place and occasions. I’ve been praying to God for this moment and He let me feel it and He gives me many signs to confirmed that strong feeling and instinct of mine. It gives me a great inspirations to do and fulfill all my dreams and to be happy and contented for what I have in life. My family, relatives, and my good and loyal friends who’s always there for me who gives me inspiration especially my loving daughters. I just hope the happiness that I feel now will last forever. The man of my dream will come along to be with me. I really do believe in destiny the journey of waiting for the right man, meeting and talking to him in unexpected moment was one of the happiest moment in my life. Where have you been all my life… Thank you… your one of my inspirations in life.

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