My Heart And Me

Last night I had a most disturbing dream. I was in the office where I just recently resigned a week ago. As we talked with my office mates about company system one of my office mate said “come all of you lets pray for the soul of our superior for he may rest in peace.” We we’re shocked of what she said. I really can’t understand whats happening. Then suddenly I saw myself walking on the road going to the market with a man, while walking along he asked me “where you going?” and I said, I’m going to the market to buy flowers and he gives me the direction to the market place. I don’t know the place, I don’t even remember the strange place, then suddenly the man disappear I was all alone, after I bought a flowers I saw myself walking towards to the place where I came from. I saw two roads I don’t know which way should I take. I’m so confused I forgot the way back to the office. Walking along and asking myself which way should I take, suddenly I woke up I feel so tired and wondering what kind of place I’ve been? So strange no people passing by I’m all alone. Is there any meaning of that dream in real life? I read my dream book and it says that walking along a road means that my honest intentions will receive their own reward. Being honest to myself and to others is the best thing in life. Telling the truth is foundational to relationships and a clear conscience.

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This past few days I’ve been addicted to this song. I even planned to watch the concert of the artist in the big Dom but unfortunately the tickets was sold out. Unlucky me! And last night he was in the club where we held our weekly events and I wasn’t able to come for I don’t have someone to be with. I’m talking about the international and popular artist Mr. Craig David. I like his voice and his songs. I really like the beat and the lyrics of his song insomnia. I think I’m falling in love to his voice and songs. Lol! I want to share with you the song that I’m into. I love the lyrics and I feel every words and beat of this very popular song in the country.
I hope you will enjoy the song too.

I never thought that I’d fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew up from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you had enough-nough-nough- nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you’ll change your mind
Now looking back I wish I could rewind

Because I can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No I can’t live without you no more
Oh, I stay up til you’re next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I’d never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think that I’d never find a girl that I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us, us
But now I’m sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up, up

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you’ll change your mind
Now looking back I wish I could rewind

Because I can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No, I can’t live without you no more
Oh I stay up til you’re next to me
Til this house feels like it did before (because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, I just can’t go to sleep
Cause it feels like I’ve fallen for you
It’s getting way to deep
And I know that it’s love because

I can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No I can’t live without you no more
Oh I stay up til you’re next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

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Yesterday night we had a get together dinner with my former office mates. After three years the group was complete. The reason for our get together was one of my colleague is getting married this coming November to her long time boyfriend. We talked about her future in laws. In preparation for her wedding, she told us that she don’t want to be disturb by her future mother in law especially when it comes to the color motive, venue and some other concerns in preparation for her wedding day. She added after their wedding she wants to get a house of their own and not to live with her in laws. I agree with her but it is depends on the situation. The parents of her future husband is a bit old and has only two children a daughter and a son, their daughter is based in u.s and the son which is her boyfriend is the one who takes care of them. We told her to understand the situation. They can get a house near in her in laws house or live together for a while. Her god mother to be advised her to love her in laws if she loves her boyfriend, treat them as her own parents and her future husband will love her more. She got a point but it depends on the in laws especially the mother in law. The typical mother in law and daughter in law hate each other. Lol! Lucky if the mother in law is kind and understanding not a monster one. We just hope for the best in her married life. We are looking forward to see each other again and to give her a bridal shower before her journey of having an in laws. Good luck and best wishes!

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