- 2008-05-02 (Fri) 1:20
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Today is my down fall day. a bad day for me. The feeling that I can’t explain. I feel so depressed. the feeling of alone for so long, the emptiness inside of me. What is happening to me? Or just missing my family? I miss my mother, my father, my siblings. I miss my childhood days those where the days that I can say I’m happy with a complete and happy family. Or I just need someone to talk with? I don’t know! All I know at this moment is to cry. I’m so stupid! Crying without any reason, I don’t know what really happening to me. The worst is thinking to end my life without any reason. Do I need medical help? Am I losing my sanity? Is God is with me now? Lord help me. Please show me the way the right way to think in a positive way. Is this normal for human being that sometimes in your life you feel so desperate or you feel no one loves you? I’m so tired of being alone and independent in my life. Is this self pity? or depression? Or just a simple act of longing for someone I love? So many questions that need time to know what is the reason behind for all of this. God please give me a peace of mind….
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- moooning 08-05-03 (Sat) 2:28
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im feeling the same way too. maybe we’re just baliw! hahaha
i dont know the answer why, what. ahhh… i really dont know. 😛 - Malou 08-05-03 (Sat) 2:29
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Hello moooning! you mean we are insane? maybe because we’re only human. Have a great week end!
- ayaka 08-05-03 (Sat) 2:29
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hello malou..
“The worst is thinking to end my life without any reason”
i understand you, because most of the time i feel it too..
but we have to think positive in our every day life. We have same
situation. I am also separate for 2 and a half years and i have 1 son.
I encounter many problems and most of all, being hurt.. But i know our God have purpose why all these things happen to us.. God loves you (^_^)
And i believe “If there is rejection in our life, God will give the right direction for us.. All we have to do is wait for his perfect time, perfect place and perfect will… im always reading your blog i can feel all your pains.. Never loose hope many people loves you.. friends, relatives and your family especially your sweet daughter.. Take care of your self, i am 100% sure God cares for you.. He is always with you…. - Malou 08-05-03 (Sat) 2:30
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Hello Ayaka. Thank you so much! I appreciate it very much. God is always there for us…. Take care too. Have a great week end. God Bless!
Name: Malou