- 2008-07-14 (Mon) 19:41
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Please stop the rain. Since yesterday it was raining until now the whole day is raining! Oh God! Rain makes me sad and lonely. Since I was a child when it rains I felt so depressed I wonder why? maybe because I can’t go out and play with my childhood friends. And now that I’m adult I know some reason why I felt that way. Last night it was my darkest part of my life. I know it’s a foolish thing to do and it’s a sin to do such thing. I’m just human to feel and think that foolish thing. I love my life but sometimes I can’t help myself not to get depressed, its hard to pretend that I’m happy with my life. I had a thousand doubts about myself, but my faith held strong. Why? this desperate question is spray like a chemical foam on the fire of my heart. I asked the question again and again. Why? Why? God was silent. I’m not sure how long I will suffer in the darkness of doubt but somewhere in the midst of my lonely questioning I realize something that eventually revolutionize my faith. I’m not searching for an explanation. I was crying out to God. And yet there was no answer. God, why are you so silent? I know your invisible but let me feel you especially when I’m all alone and when it rains let me feel your love.
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- sam 08-07-15 (Tue) 14:49
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Though the rain???
You have to change ur character na.
Always thinking too much…
Have a nice day! - Malou 08-07-15 (Tue) 19:54
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Hello Sam
Thank you for your concern.
My way of thinking it can be, but the way I am?
I don’t think so I can. I am what I am…
Have a nice day too! Take care! - Brenda 08-07-16 (Wed) 20:31
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God doesn’t answer our prayers at a snap of a finger. Remember that God’s delay is not God’s denial. His answer always come at the most perfect time.
- Malou 08-07-16 (Wed) 21:29
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Hi Brenda
Thank you for your nice comment.
All I ask from God is to give me a strength
to be strong and overcome all the trials in life.
Take care and God bless you! - noa 08-07-17 (Thu) 2:02
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Hello, this is my first visit to your blog.
” Why? God,why?” Sometimes I feel exactly same way with you, and maybe most people felt that way once or twice before. I’m the one who is waiting the answer from God too, so let’s pray together.Father God, thank you for leading me here to meet Malou-san today. Thank you for helping us be patient people.We are waiting your answer desperately,but we are not skeptical of your righteousness. Thank you for strengthen our faith through this trial. You are the only way, only the truth. Bless Malou-san who has so sensitive and fragile loving heart. Amen.
- Malou 08-07-17 (Thu) 10:28
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Hello noa
Good morning! how are you? it’s my pleasure to meet you.
thank you for visiting my blog and posting a comment and
a prayer. thank God that I met someone like you.
I felt God presence when I read the prayer.
You make my day blessed.
take care have a nice day!
May God bless you always! - N.A.I. 08-07-19 (Sat) 14:28
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“God didn’t promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.”
Have a nice day….
Name: Malou