My Heart And Me

I had a bad dream this early morning. My alarm wakes me up at 6 in the morning, but I’m still sleepy so I went back to sleep. In my dream. I waked up that I’m floating in my room full of water a clear water it’s like I’m in a swimming pool. I went out my room then I open the main door to drain the water then after that there was a flow of water again coming but the water was so dirty and full of garbage. I saw my bed sheet when I’m about to get it, it turned out into another scene and it was I’m in the middle of the river and the water was so dirty and it’s light brown color. I saw a tree in the river I swim towards the tree to save myself because the water flow was so strong. and I saw again my bed sheet floating so I tried to get it but under the water there was a hand who pulled my hand it feels like a hand of a woman she pulls me so hard it’s like she wanted me to go with her in the river and go with the water flow. But she didn’t got me. While crying and so afraid I swim towards the side of the river and asking for a help but no one was there to help me, then I woke up. Oh my God!? What a bad dream? It’s been normal for me to dream that I’m in an ocean or swimming pool, it’s been a year ago that I didn’t dream about water. What is the meaning of this dream? Are there problems in store? some danger is on the way? Oh God! what ever it is, please help me to overcome my future obstacles.

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When I’m on my way home tonight, while I’m in the taxi, the driver played a song to his disk player an old songs. there’s one song that reminds me of my father. His favorite song. It’s been a long time I’ve never seen my father, I think its 5 years or more since the last time we talked personally. I saw him through pictures only when my sister went to our province last February. I’m trying to call him tonight but his cellphone was off. my brother told me that his okay alive and kicking! I’m closed to my father since my childhood days we had something in common, we like music. during his teenage life he was a musician a lead vocalist. I remembered during my school days he wakes up early in the morning and played his favorite foreign songs so loudly. I miss him…. I know he’s alone… same as me… I wonder what he’s doing now??? We love him so much! I remember he asked my forgiveness the last time we talked. He’s forgiven to all the heartaches had caused us. because of his favorite song it reminds me that I still have a father to care for and his birthday is fast approaching. Advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Papa, I miss you! hope to see you soon!!!

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I thought our last day in Iloilo was the unlucky day for us. It turned out into a memorable one. When we are about to checked in to another hotel, my friend the son of the company owner called up asking where we are at that time. He told us they re-booked their scheduled flight because of the request of his business partners and clients. During the party this three gentlemen was formally introduced to me by the company owner. we took pictures and a simple hi and hello. They want to stay because they want to get to know us more and they want us to be their friends? It’s my honor because this three gentlemen are the principal client of pal maritime company. We stayed in the same hotel and we accepted their invitation to have dinner with the group. After the dinner we went to a bar, we enjoyed watching the bands while playing their games in singapore. I learn the games and we really enjoyed it so much. After that we went to a ktv bar they like singing, me and my friend sang a song too. This three singaporean gentlemen was so fun to be with. I like the way they treated us, so kind and friendly, down to earth and humble person. We will never forget the memorable moment with this three guy. Thank you for the friendships and the good times we had together… Be a friend to yourself, and others will befriend you.

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