My Heart And Me

In everything I do I trust God for knowing my purpose in life. Talking about trusting people especially our love one’s, “trust” is the most important thing in any relationship. Lately I met someone and he’s been a part of my life. I gave my trust to him so easily with no doubt. I even entrusted my heart. I’m a person who don’t give away my trust to someone until I know the person and worth to be trusted. But to him I gave it freely. Because of love? “Those who are trusted with something valuable must show they are worthy of that trust.” I realized his not worth to be trusted at all. The pain in my heart is so deep the feeling of regrets why I trusted him so easily. I know it’s my fault, but i don’t deserve this. I gave myself a space and time to cool off and collect my thoughts, but time really does have a way of healing deep hurts. Learning my mistakes for trusting someone like him is the most painful part of my life. So sad but I must move on. And to remember that life is a test and a trust.

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When a WOMAN is quiet… millions of things are running in her mind. When a WOMAN is not arguing… she is thinking deeply. When a WOMAN looks at you with eyes full of questions… she is wondering how long you will be around. When a WOMAN answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds… she is not all fine.

When a WOMAN stares at you… she is wondering why you are lying. When a WOMAN lays on your chest… she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a WOMAN wants to see you everyday… she wants to be pampered. When a WOMAN says “I love you”… she means it. When a WOMAN says “I miss you”… no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the right person… Find a guy… who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hung up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who… kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off the to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, “That’s her!!!”

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I meet my old filipino-chinese friend. We took dinner in a fine restaurant. He’s still the same. So nice, kind and caring man. It’s been a year we didn’t see each other then, so we miss each others company. This rich guy was one of my loyal friend he always advised me about my personal problem. I thank God for having him in my life because he taught me many things about life. And I remember what he said to me when I was so down and I’m about to give up. “Be strong, remember not everything has a happy ending. And endings don’t mean stop! It’s just a way of telling us that there is a new beginning ahead of us… You always be ready for the unpredictable, expect the unexpected… It’s easy to fall but hard to get up. But once we up and back on tract you will be a better person. That’s the way of life! You don’t just live it, you learn from it.” Yeah! he’s right. Now I can tell it to myself, I will never give up when everything falls into pieces. Never lose hope when everybody turns their back on me. and to always remember, life isn’t fair, it’s about surpassing the unfair reality! Sometimes, I put too much passion on the biggest dreams and priorities in life that I fail to love the smallest pleasures from simple things. I search so much for the right choices, for the right paths to walk through, for the right time and for the right reasons. But life isn’t about searching for the things that can be found. It is about letting the unexpected happen and finding things I never searched for…

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