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2008-10-05 (Sun) 19:43
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This early evening my daughter was in a hurry of going home. I asked her why your so in a hurry? You don’t want to stay with me a little bit longer? I told and remind her. “Before you cried a lot and you said you don’t want to go home you even told me that you wanted to stay with me when its time for you to go home. But now your the one who reminds your nanny its time to go home.” And she answered back. “Mama I have school tomorrow, we have a practice for our class presentation for united nation day!” I said really? She said “Yes” don’t forget to come to our school to watch me okay? And she told me “don’t worry mama I don’t love Tita Alma” (her father’s live in girl friend). “Only you that I love.” I was teary eyed and so touched when she assured me, she kissed and hug me many times. I’m so stupid to think and feel that I might loose her love and her attention for having a step mother. I maybe insecure because we don’t live together and I can not do my duty and obligations as a mother. It hurts me so much! I felt my heart was crushed into pieces. But I have to be strong and accept the situation. At the back of my mind I’m happy because she accepted the situation and she’s happy now. I’m so sorry to my children I can’t keep the family intact. It’s our fault not yours. But always remember what ever happens I’m always here for you. There’s nothing can be as successful of having a complete and a happy family. I may not have it now but I still keep on dreaming to have one in the future. Oh God! please give me more strength to hold on to my dreams.

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liza 08-10-05 (Sun) 21:56

hi again my cuzz,it really touched me but do always remember that it is always the GOD’s will.We never dreamed to have a broken family but it really comes on our path;we have nothing to do but always accept and face the reality

Malou 08-10-05 (Sun) 22:46

Hello cuzz
Thanks for that uplifting comment.
I was so down thanks for being there
to remind me that God is always with me.
Happy weekend and take care always!
God bless!

Anonymous 08-10-06 (Mon) 8:49

…hmmmmm?sharing with you this beautiful prayer…..
Dear God most of us always desire a perfect situation..a perfect life…yet you my Lord do not grant a perfect life what you give instead is a perfect heart in the midst of imperfect life..teach me to be cheerful,hopeful,smiling amidst imperfection and to enjoy your wondrous blessing every moment in time…Amen

now i want to say this butterflies dont know the color of their wings but human eyes know how beautiful they are likewise you dont know how good you are but others can see how good,beautiful and wonderful you are…so this little things that you may perceive could mean a lot and boosting your morals and feelings to do good.

Lastly,eventhough we struggled so hard and there are tears in our eyes eventhough we feel pain in our hearts and sadness covers our life still kept a smile because there is a JOY hiding behind the dark clouds..
hay naku no comment…wlang my gusto ang nangyari….hehe stay put….gud day

Malou 08-10-06 (Mon) 12:01