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I am not to blame

  • 2008-06-24 (Tue) 20:40
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Crying all night makes me feel better now. Giving myself over to the agony and had a good cry, I felt it cleanse my soul. Expressing my sadness instead of keeping it in, keeps me feeling better and hoping the healing will begin all the sooner. I guess I’m one of those people who’s meant to be alone. Its awful when it comes to picking men, and I need to concentrate on work if I’m going to be able to take care of myself in the future. I feel like an idiot for having so easily deceived. The feeling of not to trust men and thinking that men are all the same makes me think “I deserve to be myself forever.” It’s so unfair to blame myself and to feel stupid to have chosen a person who later does wrong to me. Why punish myself because I feel in love? To blame myself will do nothing to help me from “mistakes” and become a better person. Life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets. and to love the people who treat me right , and forget about the ones who don’t believe that everything happens for a reason. If it changes my life let it be. Nobody says that it would be easy they just promised it would be worth it.

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Comments (Close):11

Anonymous 08-06-26 (Thu) 15:05

God didn’t promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.

Anonymous 08-06-26 (Thu) 15:06

To promise not to do a thing is the surest way in the world to make a body want to go and do that very thing.

Mochini 08-06-26 (Thu) 15:07

Promises may fit the friends, but non-performance will turn them into enemies.

Malou 08-06-26 (Thu) 22:20

Hi anonymous 1st
Thank you so much for your comment.
Have a great weekend!
God bless!!!

Malou 08-06-26 (Thu) 22:24

Hello anonymous
How are you? thanks for your time.
very much appreciated.
Good day to you.

Malou 08-06-26 (Thu) 22:26

Mochini
How are you my dear friend?
take care always and thanks a lot.
God bless!!!

Mochini 08-06-27 (Fri) 15:38

It’s all me… the two anonymous above, just got to put my name.

Malou 08-06-27 (Fri) 22:34

Hi Mochini
Oh! I knew it because of your ways of ideas.
Thanks again. Have a great weekend!
God bless!!!

rhea 08-06-28 (Sat) 12:22

It usually takes two to three years for a couple whose relationship has broken up to begin to put their lives back together again. It sometimes takes five years for individuals and families to get over the emotional pain and trauma. Many people can have serious health and emotional problems during this time.So love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it’s the only way to live life completely.

rhea 08-06-28 (Sat) 12:22

It usually takes two to three years for a couple whose relationship has broken up to begin to put their lives back together again. It sometimes takes five years for individuals and families to get over the emotional pain and trauma. Many people can have serious health and emotional problems during this time.So love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it’s the only way to live life completely.

Malou 08-06-28 (Sat) 18:31

Hello best friend!
Thank you for your time and posting your precious comment.
I know your so busy thanks a lot.
one comment is enough, two is too much especially if the message has the same meaning!. Hahaha!
love you friend always take care!
God bless!!!
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