My Comfort…

Last Friday night when I was talking to my child over the phone, she asked why they will not come to me that night and she suddenly cried, she wanted to be with me because we didn’t see each other for 11 days and she misses me. It’s hard for me to explain because I’m so guilty of not having a quality time for them because of my work. Working for 6 days in a week is so depressing for me as a mother. When I went to the office yesterday morning I’m in a bad mood, I felt I’m so tired and depressed. I cried when I was taking my lunch, I remember my children, were supposed to take our lunch together like we used to, maybe I’m just guilty of not being with them. After work, I rushed to the mall to meet my children, my tiredness of work was gone. We took our dinner and we went to amusement center to play some games. My children love to sing, they sung the songs of ABBA the 80’s group singer, if I’m not mistaken. My five year old daughter love to sing the song “dancing queen” she sung it 4 times, we had fun together a bonding and a quality time to each other. That was one of the best bonding moment for us. They took away my stress in work and my guilt as well. Without them my life will be miserable. We can always find a reason to justify our emotions, but we can also find a bigger reason to let go of it. I learn that I must put the relationship first before the emotion. Effort always has a reward.

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