Dealing With Dreams

I close my eyes and fall upon the pillow of your lips and my mind wanders as you
whisper romantic visions for my ears to see my secret longings to hear…
and my imagination runs wild sampling all the possibilities of you and me
me and you doing all the things that lovers do…

And my heart races against the dawn not wanting to let go of the fantasy of being
completely yours here in my dreams where it’s safe where every desire I ever had is
coming true… I cling to you and we are covered in dew locked entwined in each
others breath… and I am totally caught up in larger than life visions of us
that seem so real… I am totally convinced it’s going to be glorious being loved by you…

My fantasies, if not uncontrolled, have a way of exalting myself against the knowledge of God’s will for my life. Our fantasies begin to take on lives of their own. It loudly argue and strive to justify their existence, all the while reassuring us that they are quite harmless. If I persist in entertaining it I will be following through the action all too soon and much to my own horror. I am human, I am naturally inclined to have a very active through lives. I’m just being honest to myself about what my thoughts have to potential to produce. I was left alone with my own thoughts… but God is always there for me and still speaking in His glorious voice.

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